it has realli been a bad day for me. im having headaches for these few days in sch. i dunno why. i dun tink i lack of slp. stressed out perhaps.

my results are finalised.
H2 math - U
H2 econs - U
H2 physics - O
H1 gp - D
H1 mt - A
H1 gsc - B

failed all my h2 subjects. main subjects. i shd go and bang wall. no. i shd ask U to bang wall, i'll get A next time round.

been asking myself did i took e right path. all the 5N ppl are like enjoying their lives. their sch days are like our holiday. u get the comparison? nvm if u dun. i did study for mids. completed all my holiday assignments and practices. no reason i'd fail, bud i did.

i used to be one of e best in class during sec sch, but now im like one of the worst. arghhhh!! i realli feel stupid in class.

i feel like i dun have free time anymore. 24/7 i tink about studying studying studying. fuck. im realli scared that i would retain. consequences are terrible. i would rather jus die. now i get more and more paranoid. when others are doing work and im not, i get nervous. im scared that i'll jus fall behind.

and i tink s12 still SUCKS. realli. altho it has improved.. some ppl still cant get along!! wad the fuck is wrong lah! y i can get along wif all bud u couldnt. this class is realli not for me. i miss AO3.. lots. i read archives of some blogs, and thought of our happy days tgt. ao3 was one. united. fun. perfect.

i tink i kb enuff. sorry for this unhappy post. shall get on wif life.

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